Pretty Little Teacup: This is not a drive by;

^ new Train song, I'm obsessed^

This week has been a week of stress, realizations, and laziness. Let's start with the stress, shall we.
On Saturday, Taylor and I threw a surprise birthday party for her dad's 50th. Never, never, again will I EVER throw a surprise party.
We were hiding all of the decorations at Tay's house, but her mom had some of the decor she bought and the booze. (because what's a 50th birthday without booze?!) Her mom was hiding all of the stuff in their basement bathroom, which mind you, no one EVER goes into....except Taylor's dad apparently.
He was supposedly looking for a tax form which is in the basement...but the shower!?! He ended up finding all the booze and supplies, but Tay's mom saved it. She pulled the guilt trip, saying that his daughters were working so hard on this party. She said it was going to be a surprise superbowl party which made Jeff (the nosy one) think the party was Sunday. All in all it was still a surprise.

Now onto the realizations. I'm fat. Don't argue with me WHOEVER you are. DO NOT. I am fat and I need to get healthy, not skinny, just healthy. Though skinny would be a plus. I'm tired of sitting on my butt complaining about how I want to be healthy and how I want to feel good about myself. I'm doing something about it.

Too be honest, I'm not 100% sure if I'm going to go on any specific diet or not. I've started walking everyday, and I'm trying to eat healthier. I may go on a specific diet to start me off, but I don't always want to be stressing over if I should eat that or counting endless amounts of carbs.